This is going to be the worst start to my birthday ever. WHY DO I FUCKING BOTHER, all I want it an I love you, or a kiss more often. The only single thought I have in my head is, ‘he’s braking up with me, I’m not good enough, I never have and never will make him happy’ and it’s an awful feeling when I’m I love with you. i give you everything I can and it drains me. why am I never good enough :(

I’m in love. Please stick around so that I can be happy and in love and not sad. It would literally brake me this time around.